Guys, and girls. Let me tell you something about life. Life can be great at times. It's wonderful, beautiful, astonishing, miraculous, stunning, breath-taking, adventurous, magnificent, superb, amazing, awesome, fantastic, brilliant, splendid, remarkable, tremendous, overwhelming you name it! But then on the other hand, comes the disappointment. Sadness, sorrow, depression, misery, regrets, mistakes, lies, fake-promises, fake-smiles, fake-feelings, tears, anger and grief. Anyway you get my point.
Life is full of disappointments. The truth hurts. Even when you think it won't, it still does. I guess the main reason to why so many people(including me) get disappointed all the time is because we put our hopes so high up and when truth comes by for a visit, we feel the pain. The bitter bitter truth. When your so-called-friends aren't even there when you need them most. They don't care about you. That moment when you are being serious and they just make a joke out of it, and all you can do is laugh back and pretend everything is okay when you know it best. You know it won't be okay. And all you can do is run home and lock yourself in your room. Crying on your pillow every freaking night. And coming back to society in the morning wearing your 'happy mask'. People betray you, broken promises, backstabbers.
Some people will come into your life and bring colours, make you feel that it's worth the fight. Say sweet things to you and give you hope. But then people change from time to time. Yesterday you know them more than you know yourself. Tomorrow that person is a complete stranger. People change, way too fast. Some to become better ones and some otherwise. Either way they still change. The thing about photographs is that it will NEVER change, even though the person did.
When you feel like there's no one to talk to, you feel all alone and empty. Feel like life is pointless, meaningless. It even makes you feel worthless. But don't be. Because by the end of the day, what matters most is how you see yourself. Don't let others get in your way, don't let them tell you that you can't do it. Believe in yourself! Everyone needs to have some sort of faith in something. Cause without a simple faith, one simply cannot go on with his life. He's a goner.
And also, you would have to forgive me that i get really moody really fast. It's just that people around me keeps on annoying me. They just push me to my nerve and always put the blame on me. They don't understand what i am going through. They have no idea. And when i get all sad and depressed, they tell me not to emo when in fact, its them who made me this way.
