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I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of how life goes. I'm tired of playing this never ending games. I'm tired of saying i'm okay when i know i'm not. I'm tired of people pretending to be nice to me. I'm tired of those so-called-friends who are not there for me. I'm tired of not being good enough. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of faking a smile. I'm tired of thinking. I'm tired of the feeling that i aint good enough. I'm tired of being sorry. I'm tired of being pathetic. I'm tired of cheering up others when no one's doing the same for me. I'm tired of being lonely, alone.I hate myself for still hanging on to you even though i know we're never gonna happen. I'm tired of thinking of you when i know you don't do the same. I'm sick and tired of crying for you when i know it's not worth it. I'm tired of how everything i do reminds me of you.

The point is I'm tired of being tired =/

PENANGGG!!!!

Yowww!!! What is up people? So as some of you MAY already know~ i am currently in Penang! Woots. Doing my second industrial training in this hotel called Eastern and Oriental. 'It is the most prestigious hotel in South East Asia' (my ass) hahaha....... that is so not true! Now now don't get me wrong. The hotel is great and all (from the ouside) but what not everybody see is the inside.



I guess i'm just over-reacting though. I think cause i went to Le Meridien first so when i saw E&O i was like 'whoa. okayy... wasn't expecting this" hahahaha... But so far everything is fineee... i'm currently in pastry. Like usual =]
The people are nice. Some are really funneyhhh... So yeahh.... Wish me all the best guys! Have a nice day! :p



The people i'm gonna be so sick of after 3 months. XD

FINALS of Term4

THAT'S IT. I give up for marketing and english! Let the slacking moments begin! HAHAHAHA~~~ But seriously. Had enough. Leave it all to common sense and miracles! XDXD

History in the making

Never before in the history of my life (so far) has i got a wrong flight. It was the raya holidays for the past week and i went back to Medan. So today was suppose to be my flight back and guess what? I came to the airport at 9am cause my flight is at 10.10

So there i was queuing patiently at the counter waiting for my turn. When it is my turn, the lady was like "i'm sorry, your check in is not open yet. come back 2 hours before your flight." so i was like duhhhh.... it is 9. and my flight is 10. then she checked and checked. Guess wad? It just so happens the flight is 10. 10 PM that is. I was like whattttttttttttt???? are you sure??? really really sure? n she said yea.

Dad won't let me take the flight cause it'll be dangerous, so instead he bought another ticket for tomorrow. So im gonna miss one class. So funneh~ Isn't it funny? Hilarious eh????
-_____- Oh well, get rid of bad luck there.

So in the end i stoned at home today when i should be in Malaysia already. But i did baked again today. LOL. Just finished making banana bread not long ago. Haha~
Wanna tryyy???? :p

CASIPIHIA

Today is 30 May 2011. Guess what is special about today? It's casiphia's Birthday!

I would like to say happy birthday to my dearest most beloved laptop. <3
I love you muchh.... I couldn't imagine life without you! I know how we may not agree at things sometimes. And how i would get annoyed at you for hang-ing on me. But i want you to know that it doesn't matter. I still love you. I DO. So thank you for accompanying me for a whole year now. I look forward to be by your side for the many years to come! XOXO, Sally. <3


*awww... she's blushing* LOL. <------- i'm insane. yes.

People i hate

You know what. Today i am going to talk about the people that i hate! Well not exactly HATE HATE. No, not that way. Its just the type of people that annoys me and i just can't stand them! THOSE BUGGERS.

1. I hate the type of people that only look for someone when in need. If not, you will never hear from them.

2. Hate people who walks soooo slow when you are in a rush. Slow is fine, just don't block the way!!! LET OTHERS PASS!!!!




3. I hate it how when you are walking on a crowded street, a random stranger that is walking behind you just pushes you just like that.

4. You know when you sit on the train or whatever where you sit by with strangers. And these group of people just come and squeeze in to sit even though there's no space that the people who were sitting just HAVE TO stand up and give up their seats. Bugger la these people i tell you. CKCKCKCK....

5. Oh and i also hate people who just walks quickly and all of a sudden stop with no signs or whatever.


The thing that i don't get is how do they NOT feel guilty about it. Admire them i tell you!

Fire Drill

Today is friday~ friday gotta get down on friday. LOL. NO... THAT WAS SO WRONG~~

Anywayyyy.... today le meridien had a fire drill rehearsal. It was kinda fun actually. When the drill rings everyone went down. Some forgot that they were not suppose to use the lift. Some are smart. They took the lift to P1 and then took the stairs to P3 (so they look like they are innocent) LOL.

Anyway all the staffs were down there from chefs, to stewarding, front office, housekeeping. EVERYTHING! well not everyone though, some people decided to stay in the kitchen and continue their work i guess they were really busy. Hahahaha.....

LOL. the funniest thing is that all the sous chef were wearing the bright constructor jacket thingy. Not sure what its' called. There... down there~




Anyway its kinda fun tho, cause it kinda reminds me of my old school, SIS. Where we would like have this fire drills during classes. Sometimes even during our exams. Would you just imagine that! LOL