Leave NO Regrets!

For the past couple of months or so i have been miserable. Like terribly. Something happened which i don't want to shout out loud. But anyway, i tried and tried to cope with it everyday. But as the days pass by, i just don't seem to feel better. Not even the slightest thing would help.

So finally i gathered myself together and found courage to finally ask for an answer. A simple explanation to whatever had happened. And just like that. I felt so much better. Like literally all the pressure and burden disappeared. So yeah, i'm glad for doing what i did. And one day i would feel proud of myself for letting the past go. It shall not haunt me anymore =]

Otherwise in the future when i am sitting down thinking...... i would feel all sad and it would make me regret for not doing what i should do. Point is, life is short and you only get to live it once. You can't go back to the past and change how things are. You only got one shot at your life so make sure you live it right. Don't let what others say make you change the way you are. You are who you are, you were born unique! Don't join the crowd. Stand out!

Lemon Meringue Pie

I found an interesting thing a few weeks back. All these while i've been wanting to learn the recipe of key lime pie. But i found one that is just as good. I learnt it from E&O Hotel during my training. 27September- 17 December. Yeah... so anyway.. chef asked me to do the pie all by myself from scratch to finished. I asked how to do it and get to work straight away. When i was done making the lemon meringue chef was like "woah. u got take any pastry class before or not? i see your pastry skills not bad!" i was like why thank youuu... Haha..




Basically we take the mini quiche line with chocolate, fill with the lemon filling and pipe the meringue~ Then burn the meringue.

And that's the whole result of what i made. Good eh?? Pro rite? LOL

Carelessness

Aihhh... Such a bummer. I hate myself for always being so careless and not being careful at what i do. While i was doing my training in pastry. I got a LOT of oven burns. Which actually sucks BIG TIME. Why you ask? Well one i'm a girl, it's permanent, it's HUGE, it's ugly, it makes me look suicidal, there are a few of it. Like =="""" much.

So yeah i have 3 marks on my left. And 1 on my right. Hopefully i will be more careful next time. Otherwise i would be SOOO DEPRESSED about it. Yeahhh....

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I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of how life goes. I'm tired of playing this never ending games. I'm tired of saying i'm okay when i know i'm not. I'm tired of people pretending to be nice to me. I'm tired of those so-called-friends who are not there for me. I'm tired of not being good enough. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of faking a smile. I'm tired of thinking. I'm tired of the feeling that i aint good enough. I'm tired of being sorry. I'm tired of being pathetic. I'm tired of cheering up others when no one's doing the same for me. I'm tired of being lonely, alone.I hate myself for still hanging on to you even though i know we're never gonna happen. I'm tired of thinking of you when i know you don't do the same. I'm sick and tired of crying for you when i know it's not worth it. I'm tired of how everything i do reminds me of you.

The point is I'm tired of being tired =/

PENANGGG!!!!

Yowww!!! What is up people? So as some of you MAY already know~ i am currently in Penang! Woots. Doing my second industrial training in this hotel called Eastern and Oriental. 'It is the most prestigious hotel in South East Asia' (my ass) hahaha....... that is so not true! Now now don't get me wrong. The hotel is great and all (from the ouside) but what not everybody see is the inside.



I guess i'm just over-reacting though. I think cause i went to Le Meridien first so when i saw E&O i was like 'whoa. okayy... wasn't expecting this" hahahaha... But so far everything is fineee... i'm currently in pastry. Like usual =]
The people are nice. Some are really funneyhhh... So yeahh.... Wish me all the best guys! Have a nice day! :p



The people i'm gonna be so sick of after 3 months. XD

FINALS of Term4

THAT'S IT. I give up for marketing and english! Let the slacking moments begin! HAHAHAHA~~~ But seriously. Had enough. Leave it all to common sense and miracles! XDXD

History in the making

Never before in the history of my life (so far) has i got a wrong flight. It was the raya holidays for the past week and i went back to Medan. So today was suppose to be my flight back and guess what? I came to the airport at 9am cause my flight is at 10.10

So there i was queuing patiently at the counter waiting for my turn. When it is my turn, the lady was like "i'm sorry, your check in is not open yet. come back 2 hours before your flight." so i was like duhhhh.... it is 9. and my flight is 10. then she checked and checked. Guess wad? It just so happens the flight is 10. 10 PM that is. I was like whattttttttttttt???? are you sure??? really really sure? n she said yea.

Dad won't let me take the flight cause it'll be dangerous, so instead he bought another ticket for tomorrow. So im gonna miss one class. So funneh~ Isn't it funny? Hilarious eh????
-_____- Oh well, get rid of bad luck there.

So in the end i stoned at home today when i should be in Malaysia already. But i did baked again today. LOL. Just finished making banana bread not long ago. Haha~
Wanna tryyy???? :p